Application in review.

Well it took a while but our application is now in review and I hope to know Friday. This very long wait has torn me in so many ways. I had stomach knots, could not sleep at times cause all I could think about was did I get it done right this time and what is wrong with Tricare in giving me a letter stating that the child adopted will be covered for all his conditions. I can not belief it has been going on almost 2 moths since this has started. I do know I am feeling a bit better now that I can see it moving along. I will post Friday when I hear my news, I pray it is GREAT NEWS!!

Not girl but a BOY!

Well I will let you know that we have decided to adopt a lil boy from the special needs waiting list. I am still waiting on a yes or a no from AHH. Its driving me crazy but I am still waiting. I can not post his picture till we get a PA from China. But I can tell you a lil about him. He has Dark hair, or somewhat hair, beautiful brown eyes you fall in love with and a gorbous smile that can melt your heart. I also saw my SW today and it went better than I was dreading. He was very kind and said I will be done with my home study in 4-6 weeks. We are doing our homesyudy and can hand deliver our papers or mail them to Yakima where they need to be stamped or noterized and such. I am so hand delivering them, that way its done and I can see it. Wish us luck on getting a yes from AHH and than our LOI is off to China!!!

Kisses In The Wind

KISSES IN THE WIND

I hold you in my heart and touch you in my dreams.
You are here each day with me, at least that's how it seems.

I know you wonder where we are... what's taking us so long.
But remember child, I love you so and God will keep you strong.

Now go outside and feel the breeze and let it touch your skin...
Because tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God hold you in His hand until I can be with you.
I promise you, my darling, I'm doing all that I can do.

Very soon, you'll have a family for real, not just pretend.
But for tonight, just as always, I blow you kisses in the wind.

May God wrap you in His arms and hold you very tight.
And let the angels bring the kisses that I send to you each night.

--- Unknown

Learning

Well I been thinking about my girl that might be born or still growing in her bmoms tummy. I do know that she will have a cleft lip and or pallet. I am praying for July to get here so I can be 30 and can look at the waiting lil girls. I learned that the babies with cleft have a very hard time when they are in the orphange and there is lil to no cleft bottles. I hope to send some this month so the lil ones can eat better and their loving nannies can care for them better. If you ever want to help as well go here http://www.fujiankids.org/assist/cleft.shtml and learn all about it. Thank you. I will soonbe able to start my homestudy this month and I know its not all that bad but still I have jitters, lol. I am getting better at blogging, ;)

Just starting

Well we mailed our application to CCAI and now we wait for them to let us know if we are accepted or not. I have 3 daughters and a son and a hubby who makes me think if I have 2 sons at times, lol. I do know we will be DTC in July when I turn 30, but it is still hard to wait even if all the rest is done.